[ With the way things are right now, both of them tense and awkward and waiting, it feels like it takes forever. Eventually, his fingers slip out of his own body and he reaches back to grasp the headboard with one hand, holding tight. ]
Stay still...
[ It's a breathless command as his other hand holds onto Kaiba's cock to guide it, lowering his body onto him slowly. With this, at least, he's careful. He knows he should grab a condom from his wallet, but to break the rhythm they're in now would open a new space for talk. Instead, he settles for biting his lip and sinking down on him until he's sitting flush in his lap. The sensation is a lot for him when he's become so vulnerable. He takes a moment to breathe and finds himself replacing his arms around Kaiba's shoulders, resting his face against his collar bone. Being this close to anyone... it doesn't matter who it is. This is meaningless sex, he keeps reminding himself of that, but his heart has been hurting and he wants to hold onto something solid for just a moment. ]
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Stay still...
[ It's a breathless command as his other hand holds onto Kaiba's cock to guide it, lowering his body onto him slowly. With this, at least, he's careful. He knows he should grab a condom from his wallet, but to break the rhythm they're in now would open a new space for talk. Instead, he settles for biting his lip and sinking down on him until he's sitting flush in his lap. The sensation is a lot for him when he's become so vulnerable. He takes a moment to breathe and finds himself replacing his arms around Kaiba's shoulders, resting his face against his collar bone. Being this close to anyone... it doesn't matter who it is. This is meaningless sex, he keeps reminding himself of that, but his heart has been hurting and he wants to hold onto something solid for just a moment. ]